I'll be moving to Live Journal since they have more nice thing over there..,, so toodles! Actually it's been like 2 months since I've moved.

 Here's the link: marsian-swings

I'm listing the books that I've finished from Jan-Mar 2006 here... Completely shocked with myself... now I'll really need glasses...:)

#	Title	Author
1	Falling Leaves	Adeline Yen-Mah
2	Shopaholic Takes Manhattan	Sophie Kinsella
3	Shopaholic Ties the Knot	Sophie Kinsella
4	Teen Idol	Meg Cabot
5	Haunted	Meg Cabot
6	ABBNKKBSa K N PLa!?	Bob Ong
7	Shopaholic and Sister	Sophie Kinsella
8	Deception Point	Dan Brown
9	Confessions of a Boyfriend Stealer	Robynn Clairday
10	Tomboy Troubles	~forgotten~
11	A Series of Unfortunate Events ~The Bad Beginning	Lemony Snicket
12	(un)arranged marriage	Bali Rai

Damned lot huh? Let's just say I average 4 books a month, 1 per week.. but actually 6 of those books were read in a span of 2 weeks.. :).. why did I just suck it up in the end? School.. and our periodical examinations.. so.. those two weeks? Well.. I was already having vacation then..

 So here is my pending book list...

1	Princess Diaries V.2	Meg Cabot
2	Princess Diaries V.3	Meg Cabot
3	the named	Marianne Curley
4	Chinese Title (He asked me to a date at DisneyLand)	Can't type it
5	HP 5 (chinese version)	JK Rowling

and off I go to killing my eyes..

 ~fairy.catcher

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EDIT:
Finished "The Named" by Marianne Curley..  :) <-- that's for April 1 :)

Today was the Recognition day in our school.. I guess i was excited at first.. but damn.. when it was our turn to receive the medals I wasn't called.. but.. I should be, I should have been up there receiving two medals, bronze and silver, but no... because there was some stupid mistake.. someone else receives my medals.. not me..

What use is it to blabber now? Geesh.. I am so wasting my time.. but then, I almost cried a while ago, yeah, sitting there.. watching my peers go up the stage.. what with all the expectations.. I didn't got up.. because.. I was forgotten , left six feet under , ripped , crumpled and thrashed . That's me.

I do things but you don't get fuckin' recognized.. instead, they write someone else's name, not mine. hahah.. I'm always looked under.. they don't really take me seriously.. haha..  

 At least this time, I've got my friends to comfort me.. at least this time, they're there to support me, at least this time, they felt what I feel, not like the last time.. the last time that I almost cried. Hahaha.. *bitter laughter*

Hey.

I'm so dead.. tomorrow is my religion exam and I'm not doing anything.. well I AM doing something.. but it's so not related to studying..

well ok, so it is related to studying.. but not Religion.

I'm studying how to make iFrames.. as it was my year old dream, and here I am, actually doing it on cost of my grades.. silly huh? Especially that I can't make it work!! grr..

At least I've got Step to help me. TNX STEP!! Mwah..

I feel silly right now... If this is the attitude I'm going to take this week and the week after.. I suppose you could say I'm doomed.. Capital D O O M E D doomed...

And my parents promised me a laptop if I got to the Honors list. but no, I just have to slack it off.

 And yeah.. I also want to make another poem. Really.. I've strangled off reading books off my list but no.. there's still the computer... that try as I might, I can never ever erase from my system.!!!

When I give my nights to a damned project, I want the result near whatever I have in mind or even more wonderful. I want my unrest to be worth it.

 Ok.. weird?

 It's just that.. damn.. I want to be up and done with this project.. I openly admit that I did procrastinate on this project, and maybe still some of my groupmates.. but hey! If I can stop procrastinating, why couldn't they? It's hard to work alone, and harder if you ask them for something that they don't give to you on time. I can be really pushy and really moody at times, but I want to finish what we've started. Maybe there is something wrong with me, but how would I know? They don't tell me; no one tells me! It can be a really easy task, completing one dedication page, but damn, how am I suppose to start on one when I don't have my main material?? It's stupid. You can't even ask anyone else to sign anymore because there'll be no classes this Sat, and then we can't even print the damned page today!! It should have been TODAY!! Must be TODAY..

 So... we are so dead on Monday, we're doomed!!

 A/N:Exaggerating? Not really.. it's the truth and I'm pissed

Arena (known to self and others) complex, independent, knowledgable, self-conscious, shy	Blind Spot (known only to others) able, bold, brave, caring, cheerful, clever, confident, dependable, friendly, happy, idealistic, kind, mature, modest, observant, organised, powerful, quiet, reflective, religious, sensible, sympathetic, trustworthy, wise, witty
Façade (known only to self) spontaneous	Unknown (known to nobody) accepting, adaptable, calm, dignified, energetic, extroverted, giving, helpful, ingenious, intelligent, introverted, logical, loving, nervous, patient, proud, relaxed, responsive, searching, self-assertive, sentimental, silly, tense, warm

All Percentages

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Hey! I've just had the craziest week of my life. To start the new year, my friend gave me real Bang! That was the beginning of a lot more surprises to come.. As much as I want to say whatever that bang was, I can't. The second part wast this last week, I was invited to go to a Soph Night and then the invitation was taken back again. Yep, that was so disappointing, I've already bought a dress and shoes and a bag and all that stuff, and I wasn't to go.. Damn. I suppose you could call this a sort of blind date. I'm being vague here, I'm sorry. I do not know the guy who I was suppose to be going with. But hell, he turns out to be gentlemanly in the end, and I like that. The third thing gone mad this week is that a friend started to irritate me at the beginning of the week and hell, I suppose the irritation really grew bigger for most of the week, then finally Friday!! I was so mad at him. But hey, I became a hypocrite and didn't tell him about it. Big Mistake for me.. I should have told him off and got mad and shouted or something, I would be much more relieved now. The fourth is yet something personal, and as it is not my secret too, I can't really say it, but it involves me.. damn.. This is stupid, why must a guy tell you that he is inspired by you during the time when you are really mad at him?? That is sooo stupid!!!!!! And that's what's really making me feel bad right now, what a nightmare.. I don't even think that I can go to school tomorrow, but hell! I can't fucking escape my problems!!!! That's about all of it right now.. It should would help if I get a comment.. I just want to be comforted...... ~the FairyCather

I've suddenly found an addiction to punk rock, and in the form of Simple Plan and Avril Lavigne at that.
They're the best!!!!

I suppose I'm really growing up because when I was younger I seldom listen to music; I don't even know the latest songs, or the hottest singer! I'm a big ignoramous when it comes to those. But know it's all changed, I find myself drowning in them, as if they're drugs, I find myself singing broken lyrics or humming everywhere. When I was younger I don't even do that. But I'm still ignorant, I don't know today's newest songs or so.. I only know Simple Plan and I don't even know if they have new songs, the songs I'm still listening to are those in my MP3 player..

But hey! Change is a welcome event in my life.

Another thing that changed in my life is that I'd catched up with the people that are of my age group; have I ever mentioned that I constantly hang out with those who are considerably younger than me? Yeah, I've been, that's why I've been missing out the fun of being in highschool and being a teenager, but I still owe them something though, if I didn't know them or hang-out with them in the first place I won't even know how to socialize. I'm pretty quiet you know? Or was.. Now I'm too talkative that I don't know my place in the world; I've recently found out that my big fat mouth is too frank for my own good that I am already actually hurting my friends and others in the process.

It was really fortunate that I found out about my over frankness in a good way, from a friend. :):D But now, I have a problem, how do I overcome the frankness, because for some reason, I don't know the times when I am being too frank. Dear me.. :(

That's for rambling a bit and another for Recalling MY BEST AND WORST OF 2005!!

I'm here just in time for the year end.. dear me..

I haven't really been writing in my blog right?
God I can't believe this site, I haven't been cleaning it huh? I need to pick up all the messy HTML and change them again..

Tztz.. I have to relearn my HTML so I can give it a new template.. I suppose I'll give it a much more lighter face..

Ok, so if you think that I'm going to put something good about my mom, you can just go and fuck off. Ha!

My mother is such a kill joy, ok, look, no offense to my mother, but really! Why can't I go to the mall with malll with my former classmates? Why can't I watch a movie with my friends? Why can't I stay at school to play badminton? Grr!! If I have to go mall-ing she has to know at least one of my classmates, jeesh! I mean, okay so I don't talk to her about my social life, but if I get started on one and say something damned good about her or him, she'll just god damned compare me.

Nxt tym.

OMG OMG OMG !!!!!

I just received a letter saying that one of my poems is to be published!!! OMG!!! It's one of those that I posted here, ermm.. under the name Silent Tears: Pinprick of Light, and I entered it as Silent Tears!!! God!! according to the letter by poetry.com... My work was chosen to be published in Eternal Portraits (not sure of the book title)... ahahahah!!! but one of those anthropologies costs $49.95 and it's way too expensive!!! I mean dollars?? For Pete's sake!!! I have not hold of a $10 bill in years!!! Gosh, and I only got Pesos......!!!

Am I even to believe this???? Tell me!!!

Ever so Shocked,
Marianne

hahaha... i can kill right now, if I am not in the rightest of senses, and have a very low logic... damn damn, but then I'm not stupid... damn... grr... i don't want anyone to read this post actually so I have coded the important facts, but of course anyone smart enough would be able to read these:

--. --- -.. --..-- .. .... .- -.-. .-.. .- .-. .- .-.. --- .--. . --.. .-.-.-
--. .- --. .- -.- .- ... . --..-- -.- .- .... .. - -... .- .... .. -. -.. .. -.- --- -. .- ... .. -.-- .- -.-. --- -. ... .. -.. . .-. . -.. .... .- - . -. .- .... .- - . .-.-.-
-... ... - .. .-.. .-.. .. - .-. . -- .- .. -. ... - .... . ..-. .- -.-. - -. .- .-.. .. - .- -.- --- ... .- -.- .- -. -.-- -.. .- - .. --..-- .--. . .-. --- .-.-.- .-.-.- .-.-.- .. .- -.. -- .. - -. .- .. .- -- --.- ..- .. - . .--- . -. .-.. --- ..- ... --..-- .- ..-. - . .-. .- .-.. .-.. .-.-.- .. ... - .. .-.. .-.. .... .- ...- .- -.-. .-. ..- ... .... --- -. .... .. -- .-.-.- -... ..- - --- ..-. -.-. --- ..- .-. ... . .. -.. --- -. - --. --- -.. -.. .- -- -. .-.. --- ...- . .... .. -- -... -.-. --- --.. .. .- -- -. --- - .-. . .- -.. -.-- - --- .-.. --- ...- . --- ..-. -.- . ...- .. -. .-.-.- .... .- .... .- .-.-.- .-.-.- .-.-.-


I think that sums up most of my feelings, and i do hope it made clear that I don't .-.. --- ...- . .... .. -- .-.-.- Because I still think that .. ... - .. .-.. .-.. .... .- ...- . ..-. . . .-.. .. -. --. ... ..-. --- .-. -.- . ...- .. -. alias -. . .. .-.. .-.-.-

yep, that's better now, and I do have sense, I think this is all a game, and the one who has the most sense wins!! And I think I do have enough to win!!! Cheers!!

Hello! All of a sudden, I'm getting tired of updating, because I'm more on updating my diary right now... hehe.. I don't want to write things twice.
One, because I'm lazy. Two, because it's not as simple as the computer's copy&paste method!!


anyway...

Hong Kong was great, besides that I almost lost my passtport, well not me, but my uncle!
he almost lost our passports by forgetting it at the bus. I have to admit, I was happy when I learnt. Hilarious, is a better word!! It means I can't go back here in the Philippines!! hehe.. anyway.. I really enjoyed it there so much, that you should know that I DON'T WANT TO RETURN!!! and lose my passports!!! hahaa....

Anyway, I plan on going back, and living there... sigh... in the distant future, actually work there for some time, and learn more GongDongWa.. Cantonese.. not that I can't learn it at home, but I prefer being exposed to it at all sides, and not just one side, here.!!!


HEhee
I love the word anyway, by the way!!

Oh yeah,.. I need to tell myself to go back swimming!!....
Or I'm gonna be out!!!
But honestly, I'm not enjoying it as much anymore!!

marsian!!

Hello!

I'm in Hong Kong!! In the Central Libraary in fact and I'm enjoying my time here.!!!!!

 

bye,
~fairycatcher

Hello!!!
I've put another board in the blog!! It's a CBox, or so it says, anyways it's because tagboard doesn't satisfy me and flooble, I hated it.

Anyway I'll be adding a few new links into the site, after I confirmed them. And might as well tell the owners....

Anyway..
I'm attending the Judenites seminar this past two weeks, and I've learned quite much from it, but I can't deny that it has caused me NO TRAINING for two weeks, when I wanted to. Oh, fate is so against me!! Anyway, I hope I'm in..


I got my Red Cross ID's already.. and sorry to say to myself that I didn't get the limited edition Red Cross pin awww :( but I still got my First Aid pin to be proud of, and the ID's and the Certificate.

I'm gonna resume training tomorrow!! and be happy with it..

Ok.. so onto linking and Fic Press!

Au Revoir!!


Rambles:
1.There's a swimmers quota the principal wants us to follow, and I hope I get in the time trials or unfortunately, I'm out. D*mn!
2.I'm going to HK when I want to be in Olongapo to swim for a meet.
3. School starts at June 14.
4. It's a full 2 months still away from Half- Blood Prince!!!!!!!

Hlo... not updated ... really... anyway... whaha not worth reading this blog anyway...



Confessions:
It's so hard to believe in reality,
when inside you're not.
It's so hard to admit the fact,
when inside you dare not.


It's really a matter of self confidence!! :P




Amor Vincit Omnia!

Visit my website!! and tell me what you think here!!!

FairyCatcher dot TK

Yey! I broke the Da Vinci Code game!!! I'm so happy!!!Drat!! Dead Happy!!


Haha
Make sure you read my story:
The Jacket

Please read and comment on the above link! Cheers!

LOLs

Hello...
:) ::smirks:: don't look at me.
I am just gonna make you read my story.
Au Revoir.
Enjoy this.
And this too. It's mine too, if you must know..

LOLs ::rolls eyes::

~marsian

Hello! I've posted a story at FictionPress.
Hope ye all like it!

The Jacket

And reviews and rants and raids would be very much accepted.
Hehe...

This is the teaser:
Megan now tiptoed, she reached my cheek and gave it a wet peck. I locked her in a tight embrace, and in turn dipped her forehead with my loving kiss, of which, the receiver will never know, was of endless passion..



Here's the dedication and/or inspiration note:
Thanks to those pointless rumors and accusations, about that god damn jacket, and things.. and looking at it at a different point of view, it's really quite errm..romantic?? yeah.. hehe.. but it's quite corny too, like those accusations and rumors.. pweh! The nerve!!!! D*mn!! Forgive me for using to many cuss words in this blog. Haha..And dedicated to...guess what? That jacket..ahha.. but there's more to it than a thing..too personal to say...

Love ya all!

And comment on "The Jacket". (D*mn corny title.)

Hello... Nice reads these ones:

• Awakenings
  
• Sorcha I know I've posted this before, but it's still a good read for me...
  

Umm... bye... I am gonna be writing some more... erm... whatever...:D

:wink: I see no one commented at my poems.. heehe don't worry I am not nagging anyone to read them this time.:D
New links(Fiction Press's):

• Forbidden
  
• Pen-pals and Diaries
  

Damn! Am I being very naggy?? hehe :) It's in my character!! Bwahaha...:wink:

Oh yeah! I've put some new links on the left hand side. Hope you enjoy my works... :)

Hello! Another of my poems, I made this a while ago..actually this morning... comment of what you think of it...


Well I know.. this poem is true to me, that I didn't do justice upon her... but so what??? Many are like that, and I admit I really didn't do justice on somebody... I never actually hated "HER" but well... as the poem says.. I want to inflict my anger upon her.. maybe she didn't do anything.. but still, to my so closed point of view, she IS the cause....sigh.. but I've long forgotten....
HAHA:) comments anyone! I'll give you a cookie!:)
Lots of Love!:roll::D:oops: